Thursday, January 25, 2007

I can't believe dotty is has been long since i wrote you

Going back to school is hard and stressing.
my classes are whatever and the teacher uglies than my previous semester.
after this semester, i am going to have no more psy classes and hopefully out. :)
I am so glad that the problem about the stupid raul its over.

Music time C:
Tu Recuerdo Sigue aquí, como un aguacero
Rompe fuerte sobre mi, pero a fuego lento.
Quema y moja por Igual
Y ya no se lo q pensar, si tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace mal

Un beso gris un beso blanco, todo depende del lugar
Que yo me fui eso esta claro ,pero tu recuerdo no se va
Siento tus labios en las noches de verano, ahí están , cuidándome en mi soledad,
pero aveces me quieren matar.

Coro:
Tu Recuerdo Sigue aquí, como un aguacero
Rompe fuerte sobre mi, pero a fuego lento.
Quema y moja por Igual
Y ya no se lo q pensar, si tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace mal

A veces gris un beso blanco, todo depende del lugar
Que tu te fuiste eso es pasado, se que te tengo q olvidar
Pero yo le puse una velita a todos mis santos
Ahí están pa' que piense mucho en mi, no dejes de pensar en mi.

Coro:
Tu Recuerdo Sigue aquí, como un aguacero
Rompe fuerte sobre mi, pero a fuego lento.
Quema y moja por Igual
Y ya no se lo q pensar, si tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace mal

Piensa en mi , es antídoto y veneno al corazón.
Piense bien, quema y moja , que viene y va.
Tu donde estas, atrapado entre los besos y el adiós.

Tu recuerdo sigue, aquí como aguacero de mayo
Rompe fuerte sobre mi y cae tan fuerte que hasta, me quema hasta la piel
Quema y moja por igual, y ya no se lo q pensar.
Si tu recuerdo me hace bien o me hace mal

Tu recuerdo sigue aquí, le lo lai le lo le lo ohhh
Rompe fuerte sobre mi , pero que rompe , rompe.... el corazón
quema y moja por igual, se q te tengo q olvidar...
Tu recuerdo me hace bien y me hace mal.

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Dotty: I am angry

I just read Guillermo space and he wrote about requiring some services or in other words one of those ladies for massage and he called her EVA--LYN. I wish I could grab his neck and suffocate the Bitch. In his writing or little novel he kept on telling the lady why she wasnt smaller. I wish he was more simple and not so complicated like me.

Dotty: I been having a lot of dreams

Fisrt, I had a dream that i was wearing a ring full of balck chicken feathers.
then, i had the dream that I was in a city where al the guys wanted to scaped and the girls had no other way that to stay behind.
then, i had the dream that i was sleeping with a white man that kept on telling me that he was my husband, and i laugh and he laugh too. I told him; how can this be " I do not like white people and give me my underwear" I got up from my bed and turn my head to see if he was there and he was. He didnot dissapear like in regular dreams. i was scare that it might be real.
And last night, i had a dream that another white man was my boyfriend but he had a great fight with a crazy man that i fear. " WONDER WHO COULD THAT BE" In my dream the crazy man was trying to poisoing us with some type of gas or liquid.
I pass all my classes except english as I suspected i falied. Oh god my life is going to get tough.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

RELIGIOSITY AND ALCOHOL USE

I dont know Dotty

Yesterday, i was ok. today, i feel a little weird; i feel like something change. I think that i am a little mad at myself for being the way I am. I am weak, and i cannot know when to do the right thing. Everything was going oh right then, i felt this feeling oh being so sad and angry. Well, the good thing is that everything would be over soon.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

I AM GOING TO TAKE PICTURES

YES, DOTTY.
I am going to take pictures of my classmates of my psy class.
I can't believe that juan said oh how sad this is the last class we take together in psy. After a while , I started to say what did he meant in psy?what am i going to see him in another class oh hell not? anyways, I am taking pictures of my friend Naoki he is so kind and sweet unlike the sannabe of juan his name I wont put in capital letters. We have our presentation tomorrow on our research and we are nervous.
Meanwhile my teacher gave me B+ again i dont know if she would let me slip by.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

I DO NOT KNOW DOTTY, BUT IM BEEN FEELIG SICK

I DO NOT LIKE THE FEELING OF BEING SICK.
I dont understand why but every morning I'm short of breath and my legs and arms are always numb. Also, I hate the feeling of being tired all the time. I want to do something, and then, again I feel so dizzy, and my heart aches. I know most of the times i tend to be self center, but i do not mean it. I just hate to be sick.

But I am the type of person who gets tired of being sick, I rather listen to music to make me happy.

Reik - Que Vida La Mia

Me despierto en la mañana, para verte pasar,
y tenerte en mi mente por el resto del dia...
Que vida, la mia...
Aun no se tu nombre y ya eres dueña de mi,
y me paso todo el dia imaginando tu risa...
Que vida, la mia...
Nose que hacer, para ser el aire que va a tu alrededor,
y acaricia tu piel...
Solo quiero conversar, solo quiero conocerte,
dame un poco de tu tiempo para convencerte,
Yo solo quiero ser tu amigo, y me muero por salir contigo,
dame una señal, solo dame una mirada,
si tu estas a mi lado, a mi no me importa nada,
ya quiero estar entre tus brazos, y me muero por
probar tus labios, rojos, llenos de ti...
Solo dime que si...

Me desvelo en las noches para pensar en ti,
y si duermo solo sueño con tener tus caricias,
Que vida, la mia...
Tengo todo este amor y solo es para ti,
y yo solo me conformo con mirarte otro dia,
Que vida, la mia...
No se que hacer para ser el aire que va a tu alrededor,
que acaricia tu piel...

Solo quiero conversar, solo quiero conocerte,
dame un poco de tu tiempo para convencerte,
Yo solo quiero ser tu amigo, y me muero por salir contigo,
dame una señal, solo dame una mirada,
si tu estas a mi lado, a mi no me importa nada,
ya quiero estar entre tus brazos, y me muero por
probar tus labios, rojos, llenos de ti...
Solo dime que si...

Monday, November 27, 2006

Some pictures of REIK

Reik songs are jsut sweet.

Friday, November 17, 2006

I need to control my disease

I know i didnot pay attention, but now I have to assume the consequenses.
My poor blurry vision
my stomach pains
my fatigue
my thrist
my insistance avoidance for sweets
and my nausia and headaches. i keep getting sick every week
Took the test again and voila! Diabetes again. It sucks, but now the symptoms are severe.
I can barely see or eat anything. There was a reason why I always was drinking lemon juice by itself. But I wont take care of it, I am so used to someone take care of me that I will let it go. I know.
I dont want to annoy myself and i rather listen to music.
REIK.